Review "I Think I'm Gonna Like It Here" S901

Ufff...what a start O_O

O mill , what hast thou ground?

Precious they wheat:

It is not oats thou hast ground,

But blood-red wheat.

Dean, Dean Dean what hast thy done?

Remember, what happened after Dean brought Sam back the first time from Death? Well it did not go so well. Dean selling his soul to a Demon, Sam left alone without self-esteem, and Dean saying „deal with it“, than landing in hell and opening the first seal.

Hmmm... resume, bad idea. And now? Caution, Dean!

Why so...

I know all are keen with the Angels, but I personally have a fierce respect towards Angels.

Angels are no humans, therefore their motivation are totally different than men. They are soldiers and messengers of the Lord, and their loyalty belongs first of all to God himself and than the issue of men comes in second place.

We know God isn't interfering in human issues because of mens unique gift the „Free Will“. If God would interfere with human issues he would contradict himself. So therefore we humans are left alone. And the Angels, like I said they are Gods facility managers, they interfere when the tough gets going. When an Angel would come to me, well I would be respectful but very, very careful.

Heaven has been shutdown, and not amused unemployed Angels are wondering on earth, full of rage seeking for revenge.

Now Castiel will learn by trial & error the true meaning of “Free choice”, no advantages of knowing how it will end, at last a vulnerable human, whom decisions will unveil the secret of life.

Sam on the brink of life, and the best idea Dean has, is to go on Angel-Talk-Radio. Now don't get me wrong, you can see how heavily desperate Dean is. Than the calm softly orate Angel Ezekiel appears, and evokes by being „injured“ trust, than argues that he can only help Sam if he posses him.

It's just a thought, but didn't the serial killer Bundy get his prey by being injured and thereby gained sympathy?

I sincerely hope, that I'm absolutely wrong, and Ezekiel is the nice and trustworthy Angel buddy, a human especially Sam can have, but the creepy smile Ezekiel had by changing into Sams body gave me the chills.

Gaining Sams health back by trusting an unknown Angel, just by an advice from Castiel who trusted Metatron, than tricking the consent „...he will say yes to you“, lying to Sam about the by effect, the possession and last but not least mind sweeping. Yea, that sounds like a good plan to start with.

There is hope, let go.

Sam literally burned out, lost in his beautiful mind, a maze of rationality, were Death is welcomed.

It will be final, I stay dead, no resurrection, no deal, dead for eternity...no one can get hurt, the final testimony from a tortured soul. Death feels honored to come for a soul like this “it's time Sam, shall we...“

What an oddness, Death a timeless entity predicts time.

The definite words echoing in Deans mind, well and truly over, his anchor to humanity capped. His holy grail, his purpose of life, found hope in death. How can the enduring flaws of life compete with sound and peaceful death? The essence that makes life enjoyable, the foundation of true love. 

 

„It is not his time...I can fix it, trust me!“ Deans last call, Death the calm and cold participant in a room full of life and warmth, his time hasn't come, yet. “There ain't no me, if there ain't no you!” Sam tossed between ever lasting peace and the formidable challenge of life on a wheel in perpetual motion. You gave the best you can give, you only have one life to give... Intellect versus Sensibility. The ultimate battle, fought in apparent painful silence. Dean played all his cards, nothing sacred or profane, his stake, a promise “You and me, come whatever”.

“YES” an affirmative reply to the kingdom of the wise, family boundaries never die.

Has Dean won, it may seem, but war isn't over his battle has just begone. And Same back into the light of life is yet kept in darkness. His sensible life hold together by a deadly lie. Death has left the scene, his applause was deadened, now comes Destiny, a cruel competitor, her weapon of choice, the naked truth.

Dean, Dean what hast thy done?

Did I enjoy the premier, absolutely!

My speculation, it will end in total emotional chaos, Sam & Dean at their best fighting against lovely but fierce Angels, Deans solo fight against Destiny, Castiels struggle in finding the essence of life and Sam, he can only react to what he believes to know.

I suppose Jared was right when he mentioned that this season will be a hell lot of fun.